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Headlines are about to be like: NEW YORK POPULATION EXPECTED TO RAPIDLY INCREASE DUE TO NEW TAYLOR SWIFT SONG

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longlivetayswift:

TODAY WAS THE BEST DAY EVER NOTHING WILL EVER TOP IT OMG I ATE PIZZA WITH TAYLOR AND PLAYED WITH HER CATS AND TOOK POLAROIDS WITH HER GRAMMYS

This is a new year. A new beginning. And things will c h a n g e.

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I don’t care if it hurts. I want to have control. I want a perfect body, I want a perfect soul. I want you to notice when I’m not around. I wish I was special… you’re so fucking special.

New Music

I know it’s been a couple of weeks since I last posted. I went through this blog last night and went through the past few years and I really want to start writing more. It felt good to reminisce cause I’ve been feeling really low lately, but looking back I’m light-years from where I was 4 years ago when this Tumblr journey began. I wrote a new song just a few minutes ago and I’m pretty proud of it. These have been a hard few days, but as usual, writing takes away all my built up pain and frustration. This song is a big summary of what’s been going on with me. If you’re a fan of The Gaslight Anthem, I think you’ll appreciate these lyrics. Here’s “Stay”:

"Stay"
By: Vanessa Carlucci

It’s like one minute everything’s fine
And the next we aren’t speaking
Like you were kissing me the other night
But tonight, I’m losing sleep and
I’m missing you all the time
But I don’t know if I should tell you
That

La la la
La la la
La la la la

Well do you ever reminisce on us
And the songs we used to play
Or the first night you felt my touch
Or the day we walked away
Are you missing me all the time
But don’t know if you should tell me
That

La la la
La la la
La la la la

So what comes next?
Cause so much has been left unsaid
Where do we go from this
Arbitrary black hole we’re in
So much trouble and I can feel you slipping away
So if there’s something you need to say
All you need to say is, “Stay.”

La la la
La la la
La la la la

Last night I dreamt of New York
But you weren’t there to hold my hand
And I listened to them sing our words
Blue Dahlia and Mulholland
You weren’t there to sing along
But I don’t know if I should dwell on
That

La la la
La la la
La la la la

Well have you turned on your radio
Have you heard them sing our songs
You had such great expectations of love
But you loved the lyrics more than us
Yet you haven’t sung along
And you don’t know if you should dwell on
That

La la la
La la la
La la la la

So what comes next?
Cause so much has been left unsaid
Where do we go from this
Arbitrary black hole we’re in
So much trouble and I can feel you slipping away
So if there’s something you need to say
All you need to say is, “Stay.”

Cause it’s been too long
And we’re moving on
But I don’t want to move
If you don’t want to move
Has it been too long?
Are you moving on?
I don’t want to move
Baby, please don’t move

So what comes next?
Cause so much has been left unsaid
Where do we go from this
Arbitrary black hole we’re in
So much trouble and I can feel you slipping away
So if there’s something you need to say
All you need to say is, “Stay.”

Taylor Swift - Sweeter Than Fiction

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thisfightisworthwhile:

So I just got back from the movie and all I know is Tulsa you need to get louder! Come on she plays HEY STEPHEN for you and she has to TELL YOU to get louder?! No way. Up your game people! UP YOUR GAME!

This is why we can’t have nice things…(aka like older/more “unknown” songs played on the B stage).

CRYING

New Music

New music inspired by a new boy. It feels great to write again. I’ve missed this so fucking much. Check it out?

"Promise Me"
By: Vanessa Carlucci

Lately I’ve been scared
Cause lately you’ve seemed so far away
And it’s breaking me
And you know just how I feel
You’re the rope that keeps me grounded
When my thoughts get the best of me
You’re my relief

Well what happened to
The boy who would do anything to hold my hand
Or hold my heart
When did it change
When did you decide that letting go
Was easier than holding on

Would you look me in the eye
And tell me this love ain’t a lie
Tell me you still need me like the air you breathe
Cause I need to feel something
No, I can’t be left hanging
I need to know that I’m a promise you will keep
So, promise me

Lately you’ve been scared
Cause lately I’ve seemed like I’m falling apart
And it’s breaking you
But I can see right through your eyes
So I know you understand
That when you kiss me
Well, I don’t feel you there

Well what happened to
The boy who would do anything to hold my hand
Or hold my heart
When did it change
When did you decide that letting go
Was easier than holding on

Would you look me in the eye
And tell me this love ain’t a lie
Tell me you still need me like the air you breathe
Cause I need to feel something
No, I can’t be left hanging
I need to know that I’m a promise you will keep
So, promise me

Promise me that things haven’t changed
Promise me that you still feel the same
Promise me like the night we spent in New York City
When you promised me
That you would never leave

I need you to look me in the eye
And tell me that our love ain’t a lie
Tell me you still need this like the air we breathe
(Soft falcetto)

Cause I need to feel something
No, I can’t be left hanging
I need to know that I’m a promise you will keep

Would you look me in the eye
And tell me this love ain’t a lie
Tell me you still need me like the air you breathe
Cause I need to feel something
No, I can’t be left hanging
I need to know that I’m a promise you will keep
So, promise me
So, promise me
So, promise me
Please promise me.

Song of the Day: “Still” - Daughter

I’ll wrap up my bones
And leave them
Out of this home
Out on the road

Two feet standing on a principle
Two hands longing for each others warmth
Cold smoke seeping out of colder throats
Darkness falling, leaves nowhere to go

It’s spiraling down
Biting words like a wolf howling
Hate is spitting out each others mouths
But we’re still sleeping like we’re lovers

Still with feet touching
Still with eyes meeting
Still our hands match
Still with hearts beating

Still with feet touching
Still with eyes meeting
Still our hands match
Still with hearts beating

Still with feet touching
Still with eyes meeting
Still our hands match
Still with hearts beating

Two feet standing on a principle
Two hands digging in each others wounds
Cold smoke seeping out of colder throats
Darkness falling, leaves nowhere to move

It’s spiraling down
Biting words like a wolf howling
Hate is spitting out each others mouths
But we’re still sleeping like we’re lovers

Still with feet touching
Still with eyes meeting
Still our hands match
Still with hearts beating

Still with feet touching
Still with eyes meeting
Still our hands match
Still with hearts beating

Still with feet touching
Still with eyes meeting
Still our hands match
Still with hearts beating

I’ll wrap up my bones
And leave them
Out of this home
Out on the road

Two feet standing on a principle
Two hands longing for each others warmth
Cold smoke seeping out of colder throats
Darkness falling, leaves nowhere to go

My name is Vanessa. This is my blog. I like to write lyrics/music and reblog pictures of Taylor Swift. If you can appreciate that, I think we'll be great friends.

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